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Yesterday I've dreamt of my leg become rotted, but I didn't feel the pain. The weird things is when I dream of first part, I woke up then I slept again and continue the second part. I don't like such feelings while continue the same nightmare when I've woke up. Feels like it might be real and will become reality.

One of my friends told me that if my dream dreamt of reality, it means I think too much. But what I think it's just an excuse for myself. I don't think that my stress will cause me the nightmare, I don't hope that I'll always find an excuse for myself.
Plus she said that my gastric may because of my stress, but I know that's not the reason. It's because of my eating habits or eating timing. I've search may cause gastric foods, it's contain alot. Example:- tomatoes, corns, coffee, beef, steak, frozen nuggets, mashed potatoes, ice-cream and others. Most of the food it's what I like to eat. I've to takecare that I can't eat those foods too often. T_T

A Short Vacation

i thought this is heaven..

but it's jus nearby us.. i've been almost 10yrs didnt go jo..

so miss it..

seems like so relaxing n refreshing air..

hope to go there for a short vacation..

i like those different types of teas n honey..
this is where i like to go when i'm a kid..

Strawberry Park! ^.^

Inferiority

I'm really feel inferiority..

Such a person like me shouldn't hav frien..

I'm such a useless human being..

I'm really hate myself very much..

..hope for dying..

Alone

A picture can describe my feelings..

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you

I closed my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say helloLittle did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love storyBaby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh

Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter

And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"

But you were my everything to me

I was begging you, please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love storyBaby, just say yes

Romeo, save me

They try to tell me how I feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo, save me

I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you, but you never come

Is this in my head

I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad

Go pick out a white dress

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes

Oh oh ohOh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

我爱他

ta de qing kuang liu zai mou yi jie che xiang,

di xia tie li de feng bi hui yi hai zhong,

zheng zuo cheng shi yi zhi deng zhe wo,

you yi duan gan qing hai zai piao bo,

dui ta wei yi yi han shi fen shou na tian,

wo ben teng de yan lei dou ting bu xia lai,

ruo na yi ke zhong lai wo bu ku,

rang ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao,

wo ai ra hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang,

wo de meng hen heng sui guo que bu hui wang,

ceng wei ta xiang xin ming tian jiu shi wei lai,

qing jie you duo huai dou bu ken xing lai,

wo ai ta die die zhuang zhuan dao jue wang,

wo de xin shen shen shang guo que bu hui wang,

wo he ta bu zai shu yu zhe ge di fang,

zui chu de tian tang zui zhong de huang tang,

ru guo hai you yi han you zen me yang ne,

shang le tong le dong le jiu neng hao le ma,

ceng jin yi kao bi ci de jian bang,

ru jin ge zi zai ren hai liu lang,

wo ai ta hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang,

wo de meng hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang,

tao bu kai ai yue shen yue hu xiang shang hai,

yue shen de yi lai yue duo de kong bai,

gai zen me qu ai,

ru guo hai you yi han shi fen shou na tian,

wo ben teng de yan lei dou ting bu xia lai,

ruo na yi ke zhong lai wo bu ku,

rang ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao,

背對背擁抱

hua zong shuo bu qing chu,

gai zen me ming liao,

yi zi yi ju xiang quan tao,

jiu zhang zong fan bu wan,

shei wu li qu nao,

ni de shuang shou shuai kai gang hao de wei miao,

ran hou zhan huo zai ran shao,

Chorus:
wo men bei dui bei yong bao,

lan yong chen mo zai pao xiao,

ai qing lai bu ji bian lao,

zang song zai feng huo de wan xiao,

wo men bei dui bei yong bao,

zhen hua dou zhe quan zi luan luan rao,

zhi shi xiang rang wo zhi dao,

zhi shi xiang rang ni zhi dao,

ai de jing gao (zhe jing gao ),

wo bu yao yi zhi dao,

xing tong mo lu bian cheng zi zhao,

ji ran ke yi yong bao,

jiu bu yao qing yi fang diao,

没那么简单

没那么简单 就能找到mei na me jian dan jiu neng zhao dao

聊得来的伴liao de lai de ban

尤其是在you qi shi zai

看过了那么多的背叛kan guo le na me duo de bei pan

总是不安zong shi bu an

只好强悍zhi hao qiang han

谁谋杀了我的浪漫 shei mou sha le wo de lang man

没那么简单mei na me jian dan

就能去爱jiu neng qu ai

别的全不看bie de quan bu kan

变得实际bian de shi ji

也许好也许坏各一半ye xu hao ye xu huai ge yi ban

不爱孤单 一久也习惯bu ai gu dan yi jiu ye xi guan

不用担心谁bu yong dan xin shei

也不用被谁管ye bu yong bei shei guan

感觉快乐就忙东忙西gan jue kuai le jiu mang dong mang xi

感觉累了就放空自己gan jue lei le jiu fang kong zi ji

别人说的话 随便听一听bie ren shuo de hua sui bian ting yi ting

自己作决定zi ji zuo jue ding

不想拥有太多情绪bu xiang yong you tai duo qing xu

一杯红酒配电影yi bei hong jiu pei dian ying

在周末晚上 关上了手机zai zhou mo wan shang guan shang le shou ji

舒服窝在沙发里shu fu wo zai sha fa li

Chorus:相爱没有那么容易xiang ai mei you na me rong yi

每个人有他的脾气mei ge ren you ta de pi qi

过了爱作梦的年纪guo le ai zuo meng de nian ji

轰轰烈烈不如平静hong hong lie lie bu ru ping jing

幸福没有那么容易xing fu mei you na me rong yi

才会特别让人着迷cai hui te bie rang ren a mi

什么都不懂的年纪shen me dou bu dong de nian ji

曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经ceng jing zui tao xin suo yi zui kai xin ceng jing

没那么简单 就能去爱mei na me jian dan jiu neng qu ai

别的全不看bie de quan bu kan

变得实际 也许好也许坏各一 半bian de shi ji ye xu hao ye xu huai ge yi ban

不爱孤单 一久也习惯bu ai gu dan yi jiu ye xi guan

不用担心谁bu yong dan xin shei

也不用被谁管ye bu yong bei shei guan

感觉快乐就忙东忙西gan jue kuai le jiu mang dong mang xi

感觉累了就放空自己gan jue lei le jiu fang kong zi ji

别人说的话bie ren shuo de hua

随便听一听 自己作决定sui bian ting yi ting zi ji zuo jue ding

不想拥有太多情绪bu xiang yong you tai duo qing xu

一杯红酒配电影yi bei hong jiu pei dian ying

在周末晚上 关上了手机zai zhou mo wan shang guan shang le shou ji

舒 服窝在沙发里shu fu wo zai sha fa li

想念最伤心xiang nian zui shang xin

但却最动心 的记忆dan que zui dong xin de ji yi

礼物

终于可以在今天划上句点zhong yu ke yi zai jin tian hua shang ju dian

一整夜 翻阅过去画面yi zheng ye fan yue guo qu hua mian

快想不起我们为何会诀别kuai xiang bu qi wo men wei he hui jue bie

只看到那双你送的鞋zhi kan dao na shuang ni song de xie

走一步又一步zou yi bu you yi bu

我才发现绕了个圈wo cai fa xian rao le ge quan

走了好几年zou le hao ji nian

又回到原点you hui dao yuan dian

你送的礼物 会不会太特别ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie

不避讳 那不安的传言hao bu bi wei na bu an de chuan yan

但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue

难道你早想要我走远nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie

陪我回忆 把过往走一遍pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian

穿了这些年 难免会有污点chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian

就像每段爱 总会有终点jiu xiang mei duan ai zhong hui you zhong dian

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间shi jie zui can ku de kong pa shi shi jian

困住人 一切却还向前kun zhu ren yi qie que hai xiang qian

干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸kan ku de yan zai ji bu chu yi dian xian

爱到如此可悲的境界ai dao ru ci ke wu de jing jie

走一步又一步zou yi bu you yi bu

却跟不上你的脚步que gen bu shang de ni jiao bu

你满意了ni man yi le

为什么我却只想要哭wei shen me wo que zhi xiang yao ku

你送的礼物 会不会太特别ni song de li wu hui bu hui tai te bie

毫不避讳 那不安的传言hao bu bi wei na bu an de chuan yan

但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉dan jian xing jian yuan xi guan dao mei gan jue

难道你早想要我走远nan dao ni zao xiang yao wo zou yuan

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴ni song de li wu zai ci ke hao ti tie

陪我回忆 把过往走一遍pei wo hui yi ba guo wang zou yi bian

穿了这些年 难免会有污点chuan le zhe xie nian nan mian hui you wu dian

就像每段爱 总会有终点jiu xiang mei duan ai zhong hui you zhong dian

你说做自己吧ni shuo zuo zi ji ba

我们都做回自己wo men dou zuo hui zi ji

不要再为爱受委屈bu yao zai wei ai shou wei qu

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫ni song de li wu yuan lai shi yi chang jie

终于分别 夙命一样准确zhong yu fen bie tai ming yi yang zun que

可笑到想要 你赔给我时间ke xiao dao xiang yao ni pei gei wo shi jian

爱情有时廉价得可怜ai qing you shi lian jia de ke lian

光着脚我一路奔跑guang zhe jiao wo yi lu ben pao

鲜血泪水一路狂飙xian xie lei shui yi lu kuang biao

收起我的骄傲shou qi wo de jiao ao

承认曾经备受煎熬cheng ren ceng jing bei shou jian ao

鞋上那记号xie shang na ji hao

只有你能明了zhi you ni ming liao

过了这一夜guo le zhe yi ye

我就全忘掉wo jiu quan wang diao

畫沙

午后的风摇晃枝桠

wu hou de feng yao huang zhi ya

抖落了盛夏

dou luo le sheng xia

我对著蝉认真说话

wo dui zhe chan ren zhen shuo hua

在对你牵卦

zai dui ni qian gua

晚风轻敲著海沙

wan feng qing qiao a hai sha

浪堆积起无暇

lang dui ji qi wu xia

我跟纯真在比傻

wo gen chun zhen zai bi sha

爱上你放不下

ai shang ni fang bu xia

这风景如画

zhe feng jing ru hua

(开满凤凰凤凰花）

kai man feng huang feng huang hua

院子里花洒

yuan zi li hua sa

(浇灌著那种情话）

jiao guan zhe na zhong qing hua

等最美的晚霞

deng zui mei de wan xia

等故事长大

deng gu shi zhang da

Chorus:

用手中的流沙画一个你呀

yong shou zhong de liu sha hua yi ge ni ya

说过的永远我们一定不会擦

ceng shuo guo de yong yuan wo men yi ding bu hui ca

我的青春开始在喧哗

wo de qing chun kai shi zai xuan hua

因为大声说爱你而沙哑

yin wei da sheng shuo ai ni er sha ya

用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊

yong shou zhong liu sha qing miao zhe ni de lian jia

答应说好的未来绝不会重画

ye da ying shuo hao de wei lai jue bu hui zhong hua

许过的承诺我就不会再去拿

xu guo de cheng nuo wo jiu bu hui zai qu na

因为我爱你呀

yin wei wo ai ni ya

将思念压成花

jiang si nian ya cheng hua

有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙

you ni de ji yi gan zao cheng ping zhong sha

像沙漏般想著你滴滴达达

xiang sha lou ban xiang a ni di di da da

擦美美的趾甲

ca mei mei de zhi jia

喝你泡的茶

he ni pao de cha

原来幸福可以这么优雅

yuan lai xing fu ke yi zhe me you ya

不论多大风沙

bu lun duo da feng sha

路多分岔 我一样找到你呀

lu duo fen cha wo yi yang zhao dao ni ya

管它风怎么刮

guan ta feng zen me gua

管雨又怎么下

guan yu you zen me xia

越痛我就越来（越潇洒）

yue tong wo jiu yue lai yue xiao sa

不摘不属于自（己的花）

bu zhai bu shu yu zi ji de hua

喔爱闪著泪光为你我可以当傻瓜

woh ai shan zhe lei guang wei ni wo ke yi dangsha gua

这风景如画

zhe feng jing ru hua

(开满凤凰凤凰花）

kai man feng huang feng huang hua

院子里花洒

yuan zi li hua sa

(浇灌著那种情话）

jiao guan a na zhong qing hua

等我们的童话

deng wo men de tong hua

等誓言落下

deng shi yan luo xia

Repeat Chorus

钱

看到我妈，真的有心痛的感觉。我很想选大钱，但也没能力!

我该怎么办才好? 我应该怎么做才让我妈话的舒服一点啊?

其实我选过，只要每个月我能赚两千块，是NETT哦!

才可以让她过得舒服一点。我会不会太贪心啊?其实我也想容易满足啊，但不行吗!
我该怎么办才好????

逃跑

第一天开工就哭了，我还可以忍到计时? 我真的很想逃跑!!